Vulnerability is Strength 

Vulnerability is Strength 

We stare into space with all kinds of problems orbitting our brains. Do we have people to communicate those problems to? Sure we do, but we want to solve them ourselves. We don’t want anyone holding us accountable if we decide not to follow through. So, we keep the problems to ourselves. We lose time dazing off, instead of communicating with someone to formulate a solution. I know!  We don’t want someone throwing it in our face, yet, it’s  another excuse to close up! We spend more time in our heads and less time headed forward. Let’s open up to the people we Love because there may actually be a reason they are in our lives!!!!

~AzizBrown~

We Couldn’t Relate….

We Couldn’t Relate….

​My heart dries from another disappointing journey. We were too distant to walk the same path. The differences were too far to find similarity. It’s my fault because I was too this and too that, too extreme, to understand. I’ll take the blame because anyone with a plan will be a little more focused. It was all me….
~AzizBrown~

A Partner Just For Me….

A Partner Just For Me….

​Crazy as I may be, I am searching for people that see it as sanity.  My time doesn’t tick if the ticks aren’t worth my time. You’re bothered the whole time I am talking, but once I become mute, I am not talking enough. Yet, I am the controlling one for not accepting the fact that you are trying to control me. I want to be in the presence of equals, nothing more nothing less. I will only fight to be heard when you aren’t listening. I will dominate the discussion when it’s time for you to be passive….I am passionate about coming to an agreement and honoring the provisions of that agreement.  Our relationship isn’t going to be one-sided; anything I can provide, you will receive; anything you can provide, I want to receive. Why struggle for power when the power comes from not struggling.  Is it truly unreasonable to want to reason? Is it unrealistic to have happiness in reality? I am walking to the middle of the road, and if you’re not there when I get there, I am turning around and walking away….I will not take one more step forth; I’m only open to a partnership! 
~AzizBrown~

Riding The Train

Riding The Train

​On the train, sitting across from a cutie that exactly my speed. I look into her eyes and my heart begins to slow, danger all in her pubils. I know she is trouble. I drop my head to disconnect. I lift my head, she is looking my way, when I look, she looks away.  We have already connect, yet my stop comes, and I walk off train….without her name. She’s the past just that fast!~AzizBrown~

Loyalty to Loyal Friends

Loyalty to Loyal Friends

Never sacrifice a loyal friend for the possibility of a new romance. Anyone that doesn’t accept what you Love, can’t possibly Love you. If your foundation is set, explain to anyone you meet, that if they aren’t ready to build a home on the top of that foundation, they shouldn’t show up for construction. Remember friends that Love you and are Loyal will set the bar so high, that anyone not willing to pull themselves up, will fall short….weeding out the people that will ultimately destroy your garden!  

~AzizBrown~

Great Friendships Are Pride-Less

Great Friendships Are Pride-Less

​Great Relationships are Pride-less….
Listen, don’t forfeit your life to pride. If you have someone you respect and Love, that isn’t in your life anymore, swallow and spit. Open your mouth, allow them to know how you feel about them. Ass kissing, is when you are trying to connect with someone for fame, glory, or money. Stepping up is when you know this person improves your standard of life because they are dependable, dedicated, and devoted. Don’t forfeit a great relationship for pride because the truth is life isn’t truly being lived without them….

~AzizBrown~

I Will Rise Again

I Will Rise Again

​I believed that you can accept my truth from the beginning and came out blazing. You weren’t patient because you judged me by your past, plus you were holding on to emotions that I didn’t know existed. You checked me, put me in my place, and I hope you are convicted in me being too much. Because, I happen to have people around me were enough isn’t enough because we work at it everyday. We have our boots laced to fight daily because we want an unique relationship not the typical time and place, have some tact, half truths relationship. We are stripped and feel comfortable naked. You would found millions that agree with you about me, so you have a large audience. So, you will win the people, I guess I lose in theory by popular opinion. Funny, it was my uniqueness that allowed you to open up so quickly. It was my attention to details that captivated you in the first place. But, it was ultimately that in which caused you to break what was being built. I accept that I am not your cup of tea and you want to drink coffee. I accept that I am responsible for pulling those emotions out of you yesterday but I am not responsible for how you used them. 

~AzizBrown~