My eyes closed! I dreamt of a light kiss on my cheek. I felt your breath against my skin, you spoke. Starting with “I Love you”, ending with “I Love being in your arms”. I woke up to emptiness. Nobody their to kiss or hold me, just a dream that I was Loved. The protection I felt while fantasizing, felt so comforting and real. It had to be real at some point. You had to truly feel what you expressed in your body language but it was all false. You had me sleeping wide awake, dreaming a reality that you steal in an instant. My eyes opened and I finally saw you. You only held and kissed me because you would be held and kissed in return. You never did it for my happiness but it felt so real….