An Enhancement….

An Enhancement….

I am not here to audition for a part in your life. I am not here to prove that I can be a great asset. I am however, letting you know that I will be dedicated, devoted, loyal, and honest in showing you Love. I will show up everyday ready to grow closer together. I know my worth and when I enter someone’s life their existence always increases in value. I study what you need and will provide most of the things you want. I realize that I am interviewing for the most important position in your life and I know I am in a position to enhance our positioning. I am here to merge our worlds, which means my purpose is to assure our lives together have meaning….

~AzizBrown~

Follow Your Heart….

Follow Your Heart….

Follow your heart, dance to the beat, and don’t allow doubt to stop the certainty of the journey. We are too subjective. We forget the subject is Loving life. Fight injustice, embrace justice, and challenge people to build the reality of “Love” as a faith. Happiness should be a destination that is shared, shaping our world through connections. We should never take joy in taking joy, we should never gain passion from stealing passion, and we should never use pain to get pleasure. Our hearts weren’t built for that. The differences are sold as what makes us individuals but those differences should be the reason we could form a stronger group. We are made with limits so we must interact with others to truly be limitless. So follow your heart, dance to the beat, and don’t be afraid to choreograph with others….

~AzizBrown~

Love Was Made….

Love Was Made….

The darkest night fell as your light skinned body rubbed against me. Sparks flew igniting a passion of a flame which couldn’t be extinguished by the wetness of your arousal. My hands felt the curves, as your nails dug deeper into my flesh. The pain of your touch heightened the pleasure of being connected by organs. Our hearts raced competing with the desire to lust. The Love between us prevented me from exploding without exploring your exploration first. The excitement slowed as I concentrated on your face, picturing our future, and realizing how fortunate I was to be inside a place I can call home. Your eyes opened widely, arms wrapped tightly around my back, face flushed with color, screaming loud enough to shock my ear drums. Your high made me high. Your low made me low. Our hearts started to slow, gaining control over our breaths. We kissed and made up….

~AzizBrown~

On Shore….

On Shore….

I washed up on shore as the sun rose. I jumped into the water under a fully lit moon, hoping to forget everything. God had other plans. When I entered the water I was a heart broken fool that wanted the pain to subside so much that I was willing to not feel at all. Moments before I ended up with the water splashing against my feet, I was drowned by the Love of my life telling me we no longer had a life. My heart emptied, brain blanked, and my eyes swelled. I walked away in silence because I had no fight in me. I walked right into the sea, hoping to never resurface. But, God had other plans. I woke up to the warmth of the sun, choking from the water in my system, and my first deep breaths in what felt like days. Full of sand, I stood up, started dusting off my clothes, and started walking away from the sea. I realized what was once my end is now my beginning. The pain was still present but the gift of life reminded me I still had a shot at Joy….

~AzizBrown~

Watching Faith….

Watching Faith….

They sit on a train staring in one another’s eyes. Nothing else around them matters. He speaks to her in a tone only she can hear. She is interested in the words that leave his lips. I watch her study his face. She doesn’t see me because she only sees him. The faithfulness of this intensity makes me envy him. Not because I want the woman he has but I do want the connection they share. They may be at the beginning or the middle of their relationship but one thing is for sure they can’t see the end. They have painted my faith….

~AzizBrown~

Love Continues….

Love Continues….

“Love” continues to be my inspiration. Not just when I look in the eyes of someone I Love. It also inspires me when I am dealing with someone I dislike. “Love” allows me to see the life I would be giving up if I allow hate to enter my heart. The anger of a moment shouldn’t waste a lifetime of progress. “Love” has given me truth. The harshness of lost, to the pleasureable times of gain, Love has been there. “Love” has been my faith for years it has carried laughter, it has carried tears, and has given strength to conquer my fears. I am stronger because I have surrendered to “Love” being my addiction. It is my lifestyle and I have happiness…. 

~AzizBrown~
Who wants to be an addict of Love? 

A World Between Us….

A World Between Us….

We sit on a park bench discussion a world that sits between us. We speak of the past and the pain that prevents vulnerabilty in the present. Your eyes wander as we talk of you once surrendering to another, just to have your heart crushed. You go on to say “that you want to believe, as I believe, that lessons learned from pain will bring future pleasure”. Yet, your head drops because you can’t let go. I speak of my refusal to allow you to punish me for crimes committed by another. I tell you that I will not continue to see the victim in you while you make a victim of me. We sit in silence, struggling with the disconnection of past pain and future joy. I look to the sky knowing God has brought you into my life, but why with so much uncertainty? I fix my chin, look into your eyes knowing i am not yet ready to let go. You stare at me confused at why I still inch closer. That answer is also unclear to me but I know that my heart tell me you are worth the fight so I continue to inch closer….

~AzizBrown~