Love Was Made….

Love Was Made….

The darkest night fell as your light skinned body rubbed against me. Sparks flew igniting a passion of a flame which couldn’t be extinguished by the wetness of your arousal. My hands felt the curves, as your nails dug deeper into my flesh. The pain of your touch heightened the pleasure of being connected by organs. Our hearts raced competing with the desire to lust. The Love between us prevented me from exploding without exploring your exploration first. The excitement slowed as I concentrated on your face, picturing our future, and realizing how fortunate I was to be inside a place I can call home. Your eyes opened widely, arms wrapped tightly around my back, face flushed with color, screaming loud enough to shock my ear drums. Your high made me high. Your low made me low. Our hearts started to slow, gaining control over our breaths. We kissed and made up….

~AzizBrown~

On Shore….

On Shore….

I washed up on shore as the sun rose. I jumped into the water under a fully lit moon, hoping to forget everything. God had other plans. When I entered the water I was a heart broken fool that wanted the pain to subside so much that I was willing to not feel at all. Moments before I ended up with the water splashing against my feet, I was drowned by the Love of my life telling me we no longer had a life. My heart emptied, brain blanked, and my eyes swelled. I walked away in silence because I had no fight in me. I walked right into the sea, hoping to never resurface. But, God had other plans. I woke up to the warmth of the sun, choking from the water in my system, and my first deep breaths in what felt like days. Full of sand, I stood up, started dusting off my clothes, and started walking away from the sea. I realized what was once my end is now my beginning. The pain was still present but the gift of life reminded me I still had a shot at Joy….

~AzizBrown~

Watching Faith….

Watching Faith….

They sit on a train staring in one another’s eyes. Nothing else around them matters. He speaks to her in a tone only she can hear. She is interested in the words that leave his lips. I watch her study his face. She doesn’t see me because she only sees him. The faithfulness of this intensity makes me envy him. Not because I want the woman he has but I do want the connection they share. They may be at the beginning or the middle of their relationship but one thing is for sure they can’t see the end. They have painted my faith….

~AzizBrown~

Open The Lines….

Open The Lines….

Great Communication doesn’t mean stopping a discussion just because you get angry and frustrated. It’s working through that frustration and anger to continue to work toward a solution. Will a couple agree on everything? No! But, they should invest the time to come to a solution that benefits both parties. We should never get tired of problem solving with the person we decided to walk through life with. The sex might start lacking, work to get it back on track. You might think someone at work or in our building is cute. Open up and have that discussion. Attraction is normal but honest Love is a rarity. You might wake up feeling unfulfilled with life. Communicate that to your partner and discuss it to you can find the root of the issue. No discussion should be off limits with the half to your whole. Build a comfortable open line of communication. Fall in Love daily by talking about the great feelings they give you as well. Send a text, pick up the phone, leave work a little early to cook dinner. Be present through the great and bad times. Through great communication Love will have life and a faith will exist between two people….Don’t hold back!!!!

~AzizBrown~

Your Smell….

Your Smell….

I woke up to a familiar smell. Eyes not yet opened, I inhaled your skin. I didn’t have to see you, nor touch you, to know you were there. My excitement is still present after all these years. I opened my eyes just to see you still asleep with an innocent grin purely placed on your face. I stare with a stalkers stare and a husband’s passion. I am happy! I am truly happy to know I have arrived and now all I have to do is maintain heaven. I Love your smell, it gives me life….

~AzizBrown~

Worth Every Step….

Worth Every Step….

The walk was long and hard but the Love I have for you is endless. The world couldn’t divide me from my fresher air, stronger heartbeat, and my God given right to merge my soul with yours. I hold your breast on my pecs, cheek to cheek, and our eyes close listening to eachother’s breaths. It’s unbelievable! The embrace moves to holding one another’s hands, eyes open, studying every curve on the other’s face, and we are forced to smile because happiness invades us. Yes, the walk has been long and hard but my feet hurting so my heart can heal is worth every step….

~AzizBrown~

Work Toward A Destination….

Work Toward A Destination….

All the Love in my life wasn’t without wars. When people meet, they will start with the commonalities. They identify whether the destination is the same. Yet, they begin the realize their path to getting to that destination may be different. The war begins! The forks in the roads are created. They can choose to separate and take different paths though they want to end up in the same place. How do they stay together? They sit down at the fork and work through “the pros” and “the cons” of taking each path. While talking they start to realize that it’s becoming more important for them to travel together. So, they make a checklist. Whoever has more pros they follow that person’s path. While on that path the weather conditions start to get poor. So, they all sit and decide whether to continue or to take shelter until the weather subsides. That becomes another discussion that takes agreeing on the faith of a decision. They are all unafraid of voicing their points of view but the vision is the same. Continuing to keep their egos out of the way of reaching their overall goal of resting in the same place. They decide to be patient and wait for the weather to subside. This continues for a lifetime because of changes in the world but a Loving group would see the destination doesn’t change so they are able to remain together through everything trying to divide them. Love and togetherness is all of their destinations so they don’t stop progressing toward that destination. All the Love in my life wasn’t without wars but peace has always won….
~AzizBrown~