Being A King….

Being A King….

Every king needs a partner to rule by his side, great advisors, and loyal surroundings. He needs to understand that ruling isn’t about power but about fair regulations which govern the land. Being king takes open ears, transparent intentions, and principles that punish when crossed but elavate when followed. Being “a king” is about growing the people in your kingdom, assuring they understand Love and happiness is your reason  for sitting on the throne….

~AzizBrown~

From The Root….

From The Root….

We were planted together. Our seeds opened at the same time and we merged at the roots. When we came out the ground, we were already one plant. No one would have been able to tell that we were placed in the ground separately. We met at the foundation of our existence. We let eachother in on our past and discovered we still wanted to work toward a future. We debated until we related! We were unafraid to lose because we knew that was the only way we could win. We had no secrets between us. Starting to intertwine, we found Love. There was no longer a you with me or an I without us. We bloomed as one and everyone else are just able to admire us from the surface because only a few would dig deep enough to understand us from the root….

~AzizBrown~

Break A Leg….

Break A Leg….

You swear your heart has endured more pain because I understand where I went wrong and I am willing to make it right. I have danced with people that stood eye to eye and moved the way I moved, just to watch the curtains close on my partnerships. I thought I will never grace the stage again but I wanted to perform. So, I found another partner and practice to perfect the steps again. You decided to leave the competition because your partner left and you never returned. You stopped dancing and blamed God for losing your passion. Was it truly passion if you allowed man to steal it? Now, I am on the national stage, show casing my Love. I am the standard of how partners should sail together but you envy me because I wouldnt break a leg. Yet, I still believe in you so break a leg….

~AzizBrown~

I Will Try….

I Will Try….

Will you ever have enough? I have given you half my life and all of my Love, yet you are still discontent. All I see is what we can build together but all you see is more. We have four children, created a house in our image, and share a faith in forever. So I thought?! Now, you are coming home later every night. You forgot to pick the children up several times in the last weeks. The new friends you have are opposite of the lifestyle we tailored for each other. Are you bored? I continue to ask questions but the answers never answer my questions. You say you are fine but just a month ago you were all mine. Who would have guessed our Love would be in doubt? Who would have thought you would go this route? Detouring off the path we set in motion as one mind and one heart. Now, the two of us are the two of us and I can’t quite understand the disconnect. I am not ready to let go but if you must go let me know because I am dedicated to what we have built together….

~AzizBrown~

We Have Purpose….

We Have Purpose….

The heart never held us hostage, we are just two people free of all the lack of purpose that hunts so many others. We wake up everyday in one another’s arm with meaning. Fighting for togetherness has bonded more than our union, it has connected families to families, and more hearts to minds. We have started a trend that will multipy for generations that will generate Love across a growing gardening. It started with two seeds because of us the path will be softer….

~AzizBrown~

It Can’t Be….

It Can’t Be….

She writes to me. Telling me I am everything she hoped, I would be, when she dreamt of a man beside her. Yet, she goes back to the obligation of a home that she built when she was youthful enough to believe the world was cold. She married the first person that warmed her heart. Now, we have crossed paths and I play the devil which temps her from honoring a committment under God. I never saw myself the villain but now my beat draws me closer to a woman I can’t never trace. We talk about a life where we can be but that life isn’t ours. It’s just a lust we want to Love….

~AzizBrown~

I Am Fatigued….

I Am Fatigued….

I can hear your voice defending your negative actions toward me. I can see that you are inflicting pain on yourself because you don’t truly know how to apologize. This doesn’t make you humble, it makes you selfish. You never Loved me! You Loved how open I was to healing your wounds and my ability to recover as you cut me. I am done with you taking advantage of my healing factor. I am done with the drama of dealing with your anger. You don’t know what Love takes so therefore you can’t give it. I won’t complain no longer, I am taking action. Bye!!!!

~AzizBrown~