Then, I Met Her….

Then, I Met Her….

The rain came before the sun. The umbrella, I placed over my head didn’t prevent me from being drenched. The storm was a message, we really wanted to spend the rest of our lives together. We fought until we spoke the same language. We shared until it became natural. We hugged and kissed until we were pros. We ask hard questions expecting honest answers. We searched for where we related together. We never pretend we didn’t disagree, we expressed it. Sometimes we had to retreat to our corners, other times we stood in the middle of the ring and traded punches. I thought, I was protected by the umbrella over my head but I was drenched. She came from out of nowhere; clear skies, one gray cloud, then the whole world went black. My heart pumped, frustration became a normal emotion, but the greatest Love was somehow being built. She didn’t want my compassion, she wanted my truth. She didn’t shy away from my mind, she just challenged it to open up further. It was raw from the beginning until one day we were cooked. All of our truths on the table, we were ready to dine for a lifetime. Then, the sun came out….

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Do You Believe in Love?

Do You Believe in Love?

Is it Love that you believe in? Or is it the passion of moments that you try to hold on to for a lifetime? You come home day after day, building a life with someone that takes you for granted. You hold on to the great times as if the relationship shouldn’t be full of them. We are taught that we should eat straps because in the beginning we were dining at the finest resturants. Relationship are hardwork they say….but it is personal. Passion should replace the word work. Arguments should create peace not distant memories of souls intertwined. Bitting our tongues isn’t Love, it’s a mouth full of blood, and it hurts. When we are ready to walk out the door, why is there another gear they can achieve? Shouldn’t that be the gear that’s consistently shown. Shouldn’t the exception be alone time to collect our thoughts? It is sad! Our reality is working through selfish choices because we Love someone. Shouldn’t Love be keeping your Love ones in mind before you make a choice? It’s heartbreaking! We see a happy couple and widsom is telling them, they will not be happy forever. Happy people are so naive, yet miserable one’s are insightful. Do you believe in Love? Love is, going through life honoring every commitment you made with your life. Love is, communicating every misguided thought to essure your relationship remains guided. Love is, navigating through life’s problems not creating problems, just to say you witnessed life. We need to learn what Love is because our belief in Love is starting to cross the thin line to hate….

Being A King….

Being A King….

Every king needs a partner to rule by his side, great advisors, and loyal surroundings. He needs to understand that ruling isn’t about power but about fair regulations which govern the land. Being king takes open ears, transparent intentions, and principles that punish when crossed but elavate when followed. Being “a king” is about growing the people in your kingdom, assuring they understand Love and happiness is your reason  for sitting on the throne….

~AzizBrown~

Catch Me If You Can….

Catch Me If You Can….

Catch me if you can! Why am I chasing you again?  The success of a relationship takes us running toward one another. It also takes us running with each other. I am not the guy for you if I have to be fatigue to prove that I am worthy of you. Wouldn’t that only breed resentment? I know, your mother told you any man that really Loves you would work for your Love and your parents are still together. I bet your father has either cheated on your mother multiple times and she spend majority of her life chasing him. Or your father has never been respected by your mother and she is only still with him because she hasn’t found someone that she can respect that actually wants to marry her. Either way, that old fashion way of thinking would have history repeating itself. And Looking at the way you just frowned when I made that statement, shows me you don’t want to be your mother or marry a man like your father. So, let’s start over my name is Aziz and I will only date you if you are willing to meet me halfway in this relationship….

~AzizBrown~

I Am Wake….

I Am Wake….

Who else is tired of giving your all and being told you’re gullible for trusting your heart? Who else laughs when you see people protecting their heart from Love? Well, I am tired and I have laughed because I see “the gullible” being the people that believe they are living being scared of falling in the faith of Love. I laugh not because I enjoy them missing out on “a taste of heaven” but because I wish they can feel how great it feels to give your heart to someone that actually deserves it’s loyalty. I laugh because the feeling is so great it tickles my insides and I want them to understand how foolish they are to live through past pain which has nothing to do with Love but someone taking Love for granted. It’s God’s plan to teach a lesson preparing us for our destiny of a true forever. I have had the intense pain of heartbreak. I wasn’t broken from that pain because my purpose is to chase my matching heartbeat. It was to see eye to eye with someone that can lock eyes and connect with my pupils rhythm for rhythm. So they can continue to sleep and I will continue to laugh because I am wide awake….

~AzizBrown~

Relationship Don’t Equal Misery….

Relationship Don’t Equal Misery….

How many longterm relationship are built more on forgiveness than devotion? I mean, we are starting to believe that great relationships must have a moment of cheating, disloyalty, or abuse. Like Love only exist when someone needs forgiveness or is being forgiven. What happened to commitment? We can say we would never cheat, abuse, or be disloyal to Love and honor that. We can honestly communicate wanting to be single if we want to cheat, walk away when we have the urge to abuse or tell the truth even when it will hurt. We can devote ourselves to being a great partner. Yet, we continue to perpetuate people making mistakes because they had a lapse in judgement. We are selling our children the hardships of relationships because we were too scare to leave. We are selling our children worthlessness being the norm because we should never expect perfection. But, we can expect greatness and that isn’t based on not making mistakes but on the type of mistakes being made. If you forgot the milk that is a mistake but if you had sex with the milk man that’s a choice….

~AzizBrown~

Do You Want To Know Me????

Do You Want To Know Me????

​If you truly know me, you would know my honest tongue is connected directly to my genuine heart. You would understand that my wisdom is for future happiness, not for present. You would grasp that my “I Love You’s” come with responsiblities and my distance means it’s your turn to say “I am sorry”. But, do you truly want to know me? Or is it easier to just paint me as “the villain” in your story by telling tales? Does the satisfaction you want come from knowing you don’t want to take on the responsibilities of truly Loving me? Which is cool! But if your answer is “Yes” to all the questions above. No hard feelings and know that I truly wanted to Love you and I accept you didn’t feel the same. But, if you truly wanted to know me, you would already know that….

~AzizBrown~