Then, I Met Her….

Then, I Met Her….

The rain came before the sun. The umbrella, I placed over my head didn’t prevent me from being drenched. The storm was a message, we really wanted to spend the rest of our lives together. We fought until we spoke the same language. We shared until it became natural. We hugged and kissed until we were pros. We ask hard questions expecting honest answers. We searched for where we related together. We never pretend we didn’t disagree, we expressed it. Sometimes we had to retreat to our corners, other times we stood in the middle of the ring and traded punches. I thought, I was protected by the umbrella over my head but I was drenched. She came from out of nowhere; clear skies, one gray cloud, then the whole world went black. My heart pumped, frustration became a normal emotion, but the greatest Love was somehow being built. She didn’t want my compassion, she wanted my truth. She didn’t shy away from my mind, she just challenged it to open up further. It was raw from the beginning until one day we were cooked. All of our truths on the table, we were ready to dine for a lifetime. Then, the sun came out….

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From The Root….

From The Root….

We were planted together. Our seeds opened at the same time and we merged at the roots. When we came out the ground, we were already one plant. No one would have been able to tell that we were placed in the ground separately. We met at the foundation of our existence. We let eachother in on our past and discovered we still wanted to work toward a future. We debated until we related! We were unafraid to lose because we knew that was the only way we could win. We had no secrets between us. Starting to intertwine, we found Love. There was no longer a you with me or an I without us. We bloomed as one and everyone else are just able to admire us from the surface because only a few would dig deep enough to understand us from the root….

~AzizBrown~

Love Continues….

Love Continues….

“Love” continues to be my inspiration. Not just when I look in the eyes of someone I Love. It also inspires me when I am dealing with someone I dislike. “Love” allows me to see the life I would be giving up if I allow hate to enter my heart. The anger of a moment shouldn’t waste a lifetime of progress. “Love” has given me truth. The harshness of lost, to the pleasureable times of gain, Love has been there. “Love” has been my faith for years it has carried laughter, it has carried tears, and has given strength to conquer my fears. I am stronger because I have surrendered to “Love” being my addiction. It is my lifestyle and I have happiness…. 

~AzizBrown~
Who wants to be an addict of Love? 

I Am Wake….

I Am Wake….

Who else is tired of giving your all and being told you’re gullible for trusting your heart? Who else laughs when you see people protecting their heart from Love? Well, I am tired and I have laughed because I see “the gullible” being the people that believe they are living being scared of falling in the faith of Love. I laugh not because I enjoy them missing out on “a taste of heaven” but because I wish they can feel how great it feels to give your heart to someone that actually deserves it’s loyalty. I laugh because the feeling is so great it tickles my insides and I want them to understand how foolish they are to live through past pain which has nothing to do with Love but someone taking Love for granted. It’s God’s plan to teach a lesson preparing us for our destiny of a true forever. I have had the intense pain of heartbreak. I wasn’t broken from that pain because my purpose is to chase my matching heartbeat. It was to see eye to eye with someone that can lock eyes and connect with my pupils rhythm for rhythm. So they can continue to sleep and I will continue to laugh because I am wide awake….

~AzizBrown~

Well I Have!!!!

Well I Have!!!!

I celebrate Life by Loving everyone I Love with my Life. Have you ever been held by someone that never wanted to let go? Well I have! That Love was the start of my faith. It gave me the confidence to go through life never accepting less than that feeling of faith. Yes, I hear the cynics telling me it doesn’t exist but I don’t listen because I witnessed it. When you feel the warmth of the sun, you will never just accept the cool of the moon. My mother held me in her arms and nurtured my mind, body, and soul. My friends have been vulnerable allowing me to see all they are. I have kissed lips that sparked a passion in me that made me want to change the wrong in the world. I have been inspired by other’s heartbeats held against mine. Have you ever witness this? If not trust me it’s real. It not a myth, it does exist. But, you must give all you have to obtain it or you will only keep getting a glimpse….

~AzizBrown~

The Consistency of Your Love….

The Consistency of Your Love….

​I fell in Love with the consistency of your Love. You were always around when I needed you the most and when I thought I didn’t need you;I realized I truly wanted you. Your tears, tear my heart. Your smile is food for my heart. Your pain gives me something to heal. When you are healed, I feel at full strength. You are my motivation to succeed or better yet my motivation not to fail. I think of you with every move I make. It’s okay not to have a mind of my own because I rather be mindful. Two thinking as one will cover more ground, so we will get to our destination without getting lost. I am in Love with you.  There isn’t a doubt that I have surrendered to the idea that my life is fulfilled. 

~AzizBrown~

Building A Home….

Building A Home….

​It’s rare to walk into someone’s life and they want to build a home with you. So many people want to rent because  building seems so final. But, for me, I don’t understand why people are so scared of building. Putting a permanent foundation together, never made me feel trapped. It actually allows me to be free. Creating something I can continue coming home to, and counting on to be there; enhances my reason for living. The connection of working everyday to maintain heaven makes me feel closer to God. God knows I get scared of the house burning down like everyone else. I just focus on the building because it’s harder to tear down progress….

~AzizBrown~