We hugged! I felt her heart on my chest. We kissed! I felt her skin against mine. My brain was erect! I thought of our life in its entirety. We smiled! I could see forever in sight. We walked away! I knew that home was the moment we were together again….
I see her. But, she is blinded by yesterday’s pain, unforgiving of herself for allowing failure to be possible. She runs, from all that causes smiles and happiness. Discomfort has new meaning. When hugged, she pictures betrayal. When kissed, she only thinks how the saliva will dry. When Loved, she believes God hates her. Yet, I still see her. Everything I know her heart can be. The hope of a romantic Love that sees us both daring to risk everyone to gain everything. The pain in her eyes can’t blind her forever, and when she can see herself again. I want to be right there waiting….
Fellas, showing a woman you are dedicated to Loving her, isn’t a weakness. Yes, she may take it as a weakness but at least you know that isn’t the woman for you. Hold her, pick one of her shows to watch with her, and sit and talk to her every night about the relationship you bought into. Being a “MAN” isn’t about making money, knocking people out, or breeding in every woman just because you can; Being a “MAN” is about being present by filling in the blanks where she is empty, promoting her where she is full, and devoting to any agreements you committed to. Fellas, if you choose to walk around guarded all day, you have to feel safe somewhere. She should be the place you can be vulnerable…. Authored By Aziz Brown
The journey of creating a life has allowed me to sleep a peaceful sleep. Knowing I already have the Love to be the father I need to be, strengthens my FAITH. Knowing I have housed my LEGACY in a woman I can fully trust with my son’s heart beats, allows me to rest comfortably. I know the world can be cruel and unjust, yet I decided to create because I believe this world can still be just and Loving. I believe we as people control this nation. So, I place my hand on her belly every night, promising to be the Truth, the whole Truth, and nothing but the Truth, so help me God….
We were planted together. Our seeds opened at the same time and we merged at the roots. When we came out the ground, we were already one plant. No one would have been able to tell that we were placed in the ground separately. We met at the foundation of our existence. We let eachother in on our past and discovered we still wanted to work toward a future. We debated until we related! We were unafraid to lose because we knew that was the only way we could win. We had no secrets between us. Starting to intertwine, we found Love. There was no longer a you with me or an I without us. We bloomed as one and everyone else are just able to admire us from the surface because only a few would dig deep enough to understand us from the root….
You swear your heart has endured more pain because I understand where I went wrong and I am willing to make it right. I have danced with people that stood eye to eye and moved the way I moved, just to watch the curtains close on my partnerships. I thought I will never grace the stage again but I wanted to perform. So, I found another partner and practice to perfect the steps again. You decided to leave the competition because your partner left and you never returned. You stopped dancing and blamed God for losing your passion. Was it truly passion if you allowed man to steal it? Now, I am on the national stage, show casing my Love. I am the standard of how partners should sail together but you envy me because I wouldnt break a leg. Yet, I still believe in you so break a leg….
Will you ever have enough? I have given you half my life and all of my Love, yet you are still discontent. All I see is what we can build together but all you see is more. We have four children, created a house in our image, and share a faith in forever. So I thought?! Now, you are coming home later every night. You forgot to pick the children up several times in the last weeks. The new friends you have are opposite of the lifestyle we tailored for each other. Are you bored? I continue to ask questions but the answers never answer my questions. You say you are fine but just a month ago you were all mine. Who would have guessed our Love would be in doubt? Who would have thought you would go this route? Detouring off the path we set in motion as one mind and one heart. Now, the two of us are the two of us and I can’t quite understand the disconnect. I am not ready to let go but if you must go let me know because I am dedicated to what we have built together….